Quick Read
- Chappell Roan nearly canceled her U.S. tour in 2025 due to mental health struggles.
- She faced backlash after posting a tribute to Brigitte Bardot, later clarifying she did not endorse Bardot’s controversial views.
- Roan celebrated creative growth with bold music releases and standout fashion moments.
For Chappell Roan, 2025 was more than just a calendar year—it was a crucible. The pop star, known for her vivid style and candid songwriting, found herself at the crossroads of creative highs and personal lows, navigating everything from wildfires and mental health struggles to the unpredictable tides of social media controversy.
In a heartfelt newsletter to fans, Roan described 2025 as the “hardest year of my life yet.” Turning 27, she mused, brought its own folklore—“welcome to the beginning of your Saturn returning!”—but the real challenges were less astrological and more immediate. Early in the year, fires tore through Los Angeles, leaving Roan displaced and bouncing between rentals in New York City, forced to rebuild a sense of home and stability while her career demanded relentless movement.
That instability seeped into her creative process. Roan confessed to being “stumped” by songwriting, trading one form of cultural engagement for another, and ultimately realizing how toxic doomscrolling had become for her mind and body. In an act of self-preservation, she stepped away from social media for much of the year, sought new perspectives by learning Spanish, and lost herself in movies—a different kind of storytelling, a temporary refuge.
Yet, amid the turbulence, Roan kept working. She released two new tracks: “The Giver” and “The Subway.” Both songs marked artistic risks—especially “The Giver,” which pushed her outside her comfort zone. Roan wrote, “I think it was necessary for my project’s character. Also, to prove to myself that I don’t actually need the biggest song in the entire world to feel like a legit artist.” The reception from live audiences, she said, was a balm: “I felt the love when I performed it live with everyone smiling and cheering, and singing along with me.”
Her creative energy spilled into fashion as well. Roan’s Instagram roundup of her “personal Top 10 Looks Of 2025” was a testament to her flair for spectacle and self-expression. At the Grammys, she stunned in a vintage Jean Paul Gaultier gown adorned with Degas’ “Dancer With a Bouquet.” From Rapunzel-length hair in “The Subway” video to the disco-inspired Met Gala debut, Roan’s style was as much about fun as it was about chic. She rejected fashion gatekeeping, writing, “I don’t believe you need to wear high end couture or insanely expensive clothing to be considered fashionable or ‘in the fashion circle.’ Gate keeping is stupid. Let’s all just be cute together.”
Still, behind the curtain, Roan struggled. The U.S. leg of her tour was nearly canceled due to mental health concerns. “I didn’t feel like I was mentally healthy enough,” she admitted. In the end, she pushed through, performing in her hometowns—New York and Los Angeles—and experiencing moments of joy and connection. Her reflections on the pressures artists face were grounded and empathetic: “Whenever I see an artist canceling a show or an entire tour, I don’t hold anything against them for whatever that reason may be. I know how hard that decision is and I feel really happy for them when I see that they’re taking care of themselves.”
But public scrutiny didn’t stop at ticket sales. In December, Roan posted a tribute to French film icon Brigitte Bardot, citing her as an inspiration for the song “Red Wine Supernova.” Unbeknownst to Roan, Bardot’s legacy was marred by far-right politics, Islamophobic remarks, and anti-immigration stances. The backlash was swift. Fans criticized Roan for appearing to endorse Bardot’s views. In a quick follow-up, Roan deleted the post and clarified, “Holy s–t I did not know all that insane s–t Ms. Bardot stood for. Obvs I do not condone this. Very disappointing to learn.” Some fans defended her, noting that the song’s reference wasn’t political, while others saw the incident as a learning opportunity—for Roan and her audience alike.
Roan’s year closed with a renewed commitment to self-care and real-world connection. She promised to spend more time volunteering and donating to charities in 2026, striving for a “collective restful reset” and hoping for authentic community engagement, not just online interaction. Her final message to fans was both vulnerable and hopeful: “I feel like not many of us had a pleasant time and I hope that you’re taking care of yourself and others around you. Life is very hard and very dark, especially right now. I guess the next best thing to do is doing what helps yourself heal and be the best for this world.”
Chappell Roan’s journey through 2025 reveals the complex reality behind the spotlight: the interplay of vulnerability, resilience, and growth. Her willingness to confront mistakes, advocate for mental health, and celebrate individuality paints a portrait of an artist who—despite setbacks—chooses honesty over perfection and connection over isolation. The facts show that Roan’s strength lies not only in her music, but in her capacity to reflect, adapt, and move forward.
Sources: Rolling Stone, iHeart, CafeMom, SILive.

